Let's have A Adventure!

I've figured out that I'm gonna need to go find some adventure in order to grow up some more. I need to get away from "the nest". So, come friday, I'll be applying for a job that will provide just that. So if you would like to keep that in prayer for me, that would be awesome.

I've been reading a book lately(that reminds me that I need to update my book list) and this book is about becoming a man. It's written by a man, for men. It's pretty awesome. Anyhoo, I'm reading this book and it's really speaking to me. It's speaking to the boy inside that needs healing and growth. Or I should probably say, it's God speaking to me through the book.

So there's that, and I'm drawing again. Little by little, I'm drawing again. I'll be posting something up when I have something other than face sketches. I have a crazy plan to get the Everyday Sam story done by the end of the year. It's possible if I start working my butt off to do it. So yeah, I'm working on that. And when that one is over, I have a new story. And this one is even better than Everyday Sam, I think. It's definitely more complex in how I need to put it together. Plus I'm most likely going to be doing it with a partner so that the art doesn't suck. So we'll see where that one goes. YAY!

And now I'm off to doodle some more and keep up my chops. I know I can really get better if I just DRAW.

searching....

for another job. I need another job because this one I'm at is.......killing me. I die a little every time I have to go in there. I've tried to just grin and bear it, but that's usually when the task masters come with their whips. I don't respond well to whips. In fact, I almost punched my boss in the face the other day. Luckily I've developed some self control over the years.

I also started school a couple weeks ago. It's going pretty good. I've stayed on track with all of my assignments so far. YAY! Taking it one day at a time is really helping me. Plus I usually get myself a couple days or work done in one day. I figure I may as well since I have the time for it. And next March, I'll have my Associate of the Arts degree in Information Technology. Hopefully I'll be able to get a much better job then.

I got a gig building some computers for a guy. I was pretty stoked about that. I should be getting the check this week to buy the materials and start building them. And landing this gig gave me the idea that I could totally be a custom computer builder for people in this area. It's a service that no one offers. So I figure, putting an ad out there won't hurt my chances. And I didn't have to pay for the ad so......yeah.

And....that's life for right now.

Get down on it

So, I'm in california packing up my room. I don't have much time to type.

I should be packing my room up but I keep getting distracted by the plans I have made for today. I don't know why but I keep getting nervous. YAY! I haven't eaten anyting yet today and I'm hungry, but my stomach tells me not to eat every time I'm thinking about it. It's all knotted up. Boo to that.

I've been listening to good music today while I"m packing but the play list I have on is full of slow, slightly depressing music and I think that's why I'm in this funk. I'm gonna go put on some upbeat stuffs as soon as I post this. And that would be now. YAY!

I'll talk at yall later.

what to do....

you know when you know what you should do but you don't want to do it because you'll have to do something that's really uncomfortable and possibly leading to a very tense home life?

birfday

I am now 24 years old. That happened on Tuesday. Next year I will be a quarter century old. YAY?

I look at that number and it's weird to me for some reason. I can't quite place it. I have to figure out life again. Well, I know what to do with life. I'm pretty sure at least. I've just lost direction and I'm sort of on the course of getting it back. I'm just at a weird place in life right now I think. I have a bunch of stuff that I have to do and I don't want to do it. But if I don't do it, then I may as well curl up and die. But even that isn't really an option because if I do that then all my loved ones will be screwed and stuck with everything that I'd leave behind. BAH!

I'm gonna go do something semi constructive. If I stay here I think that I'll end up all mopey and I don't want that.

100

this is post number 100 on this blog of mine. too bad I've got nothing good to put here, eh? Oh well. I've been uber busy trying to get my 50k words done for nanowrimo along with frustrations at work and helping my mom do some intensive cleaning here in the AZ. I'm at 16k right now. I need to get 20k more tomorrow if I want a chance at finishing up this thing. So, here's to hoping. I'm going to sleep now. Maybe I'll get up in the morning at write some more. I should.

I'm crazy

So this month is National Novel Writing Month. I signed up for it and I'm writing. I have to write 2000 words a day in order to get to 50,000 words by the 30th. Why am I doing this to myself? I dunno. But I feel the need to for some reason. I have 2343 words as of this post. I'm thinking that I'm gonna start posting a blog daily so that I can let you all know how many words I've got so far.

In other news, I applied to volunteer at the BGCA in kingman yesterday. There's lots of stuff I could do there. The only thing we have to do is decide what. So....yeah. They said it takes about a week to process the application and do the background check and all that. So we'll see in a week what happens. YAY!

And now, I need to either sleep or write. So yeah. Laters.