brain death imminent

So, I'm trying really hard to learn a lot of different things right now. Well, not really learn a lot of things, but I'm definitely working on a lot of things in my brain. I'm stressing through school, I'm actually trying to figure out how to install and run linux. I'm constantly debating about how to spend my school loan money, because there are a lot of things I want and a lot of things I need. I'm thinking now, as I'm typing this, that if I wrote out a list of what I need vs what I want to make my life easier, it would ease a lot of the tension in my head. YAY!

NEED:
spare computer running Linux
WANT:
Multiple computers for practicing with servers and networks

NEED:
LCD monitor(s) to ease the eye strain of staring at a computer all day
WANT:
Multi screen setups so I can have all my application windows spread out on the screen

NEED:
to focus on growing with God
WANT:
to just live life

So yeah. That's a bout where I am.

And I've just realized that some of my wants are provided already. Isn't God great?

This tool is amazing

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If you haven't heard of it, it's called Write or Die. It's the best thing ever to help you just write without caring what you say. It really makes you get ideas out of your head. Go check it out.

AAAARRRRRRGH!

my computer gots a virus. I don't know how to get rid of it. I'm thinking it stole a bunch of my personal information. Luckily my computer had a wired internet connection so I was able to disconnect it. It won't be able to do any more damage to my life outside of the computer now. I clicked one bad link and BOOM!

Oh well. Things will work out. I can still connect to get my homework done and turned in. And I can still do email and communicate with the world. But I can't do anything too major right now. No downloads, no uploads, no big projects that use space on the harddrive.

so yeah. That and I need a job. YAY!

Growing Up

I'm at a point where I need to seize initiation. I'm thinking that it's out there in the grand canyon. I'll be setting up an interview with a restaurant out there and I'm hoping that I get it and that it's what I need. I'm praying for a situation that will require me to grow but will also HELP me grow. Because God knows I need all the help I can get.

So I guess I'm asking for prayer in this from everyone that reads it.

Isaiah 26:3

"You will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you."

That's awesome isn't it? I love that. I needed to hear that today. It's just another reminder to me that not only is God looking out for my needs, but He's there as the ultimate prize. That's what I got out of it anyway. So those are my quick thoughts. Thanks for reading. :D

I'm testing out sending a

I'm testing out sending a Blog in from my phone. Isn't that Spiffy?

Let's have A Adventure!

I've figured out that I'm gonna need to go find some adventure in order to grow up some more. I need to get away from "the nest". So, come friday, I'll be applying for a job that will provide just that. So if you would like to keep that in prayer for me, that would be awesome.

I've been reading a book lately(that reminds me that I need to update my book list) and this book is about becoming a man. It's written by a man, for men. It's pretty awesome. Anyhoo, I'm reading this book and it's really speaking to me. It's speaking to the boy inside that needs healing and growth. Or I should probably say, it's God speaking to me through the book.

So there's that, and I'm drawing again. Little by little, I'm drawing again. I'll be posting something up when I have something other than face sketches. I have a crazy plan to get the Everyday Sam story done by the end of the year. It's possible if I start working my butt off to do it. So yeah, I'm working on that. And when that one is over, I have a new story. And this one is even better than Everyday Sam, I think. It's definitely more complex in how I need to put it together. Plus I'm most likely going to be doing it with a partner so that the art doesn't suck. So we'll see where that one goes. YAY!

And now I'm off to doodle some more and keep up my chops. I know I can really get better if I just DRAW.