You ever get lonely for

You ever get lonely for no good reason? Its been happening to me a lot lately. I wish i had a bible here.

WOW

So I am now living on my own away from the parental units for the very first time in my life. No one over my shoulder telling me what to do all the fricking time. It's rather nice. Of course it was all those years that drilled into me what I SHOULD do, so I pretty much stick to that.

So yeah, I have a utility in my name. It makes me feel rather weird when I sit and think about it. It's like I HAVE to grow up now. I don't have a choice anymore. And I really like that feeling. I don't really feel like I'm ready for it, but I know that I can do it if I just buckle down and do what I gotta do. So yeah.

I'll also just signed up for a relational development group. It's designed to help people really grow and deal with their issues. And that's something that I need to do really badly. I'm willing to bet tears will be shed in the process. One can hope anyway.

So yeah that's about it in life right now. No major thoughts on anything really. I'll check y'all later.

Have fun.

So I'll be switching schools.

So I'll be switching schools. UOP Has been good for getting me started on school again but its time to start real school again.

I don't know how i'd

I don't know how i'd handle my existential crisis without my relationship with god secured by my savior.