girls
sex
food
God
Friends
Missions Trips
Good times
bad times
work

These are the subjects that swirl in my head fairly constantly lately. Well, some of them just got added because they happened today, but we'll get to that later. First, the quick and easy ones. I've REALLY been craving ice cream lately. And I've been really horny for the past week or so. I'm not entirely sure why either of these are an issue, but they are.

I've really been trying to grow my relationship with God. I've been reading lots of books lately to help with this.

Free flow:
I wonder if I'll make any lasting friendships on the missions trip. I also wonder if I'll meet anyone in Finland that I'll keep in touch with after I leave. I miss her whenever she pops in my head. Most of the time I'm distracted by other things but when she pops in, she stays for a while. And then there's the other one that I really wish would leave me alone but doesn't. I wouldn't mind it if she wasn't always so whiny about everything, but MAN it gets annoying. I looked at (omitted name)'s butt tonight. I was doing something on the ground and looked up and there it was. And I stared for a couple seconds. I really don't know why this particular instance is sticking because it happens to me all the time, but it struck me for some reason. Maybe it's the horny issue.It could also be the oath I've made for the coming year. I've vowed not to get involved in any sort of relationship with anyone of the female persuasion until new years next year. So yeah. I'm really excited about the mission trip. I'm going to Finland in the spring. MAN. That's crazy for me to think about. The farthest I've ever been from Riverside is Butte, Montana. and really I didn't go there. We were just passing through. I need a passport. I'll have to get one asap. Man, I can't help but think about the possibility of meeting a girl there. I know that I'll meet a bunch of people male and female, but A girl, ya know. I can't dwell on these things though. That is totally NOT the reason for going. The reason for going is to spread the love. Share the love that God has shown me to other people. man. Ten days. I feel as though I should start learning Finnish. OR, ya know, what ever it is that they speak in Finland. We'll be working with college age people so they'll be able to help me along with the learning and they'll probably be eager to help me out because they'll see that I've made effort on my end to meet with them. And now I'm tired. So I'm going to go to bed.