Friends at last

I saw it coming yesterday.  And I had a feeling about it from the start.  But it's all good.  Things are worked out on that portion of life now.  YAY!

Now, what to do with the rest of me?  I send up my call, oh Lord.  And await your perfect answer.

I have some options now.   And which to choose is the big thing now.  Where to go?  What to do?  I talked with my dad this morning.  I have some places to check out tomorrow.  I'll go in and apply.  Then come home and look for some more.  But the talk with my dad opened up another option that's looking REALLY good right now.  If I were to join the air force, I could get assigned to kitchen work and never have to really worry about going to the lines.  I could serve my years and then get my degree with the GI Bill.  If I plan it right, I'd have my degree within 7 years of joining.  Now, is it worth it?  Is it God's will?  Would it be a smart decision for me to make?  These things I don't know.  So I'll be praying heavily on these topics in the weeks to come.  Something needs to happen though.  I have to start paying back my loans in a month.  So, yeah.  That's the major thing on my mind right now.  Why is it that these things really only start stressing me when the deadline is breathing down my neck?  I dunno.  Perhaps that's a good thing.  Good night.  I need to sleep.